she love a nigga, but she'll be damn'd if she trust a nigga!.
"sometimes all you can is cross your fingers & hope for the best"
"when love dies, minutes seem like hours"
he, she, and me

acidic tears fall. stripping away layers of melanin on a face so beautiful now stained with pain.

“and what does she gain?”

guilt and desperation ; to be the apple of one’s eye shunning the only one who really matters. for too long has the scam gone on. ripping off love, joy, happiness, and opportunity. immune to the light because “me” would rather live in the dark lonely tunnels of lust and pain as long as “he” resides by her side.

&& in an instance “me” walks down to an opening and sees the wonders life has to offer. amazed at what she’s missed out on ; she tries to step into the world she’s been oblivious too.

“he” grabs her and fills her head with sweet nothing’s - tightening the handicap on her heart. “me” is leaning and debating between the two as “he” yells “ii need you”. he’s all “me” has ever known, damn!

what does “me” doooo?!?!?!?!

in the shadows lingers “she” who “he” runs home too. “me” leaves a kiss on his cheek as a tear rolls down hers. “me” takes a look at “she” one last time ; whispered in his ear “you’ll be fine”.

“me” lets go and jumps into the world she never knew. story of MY life - to be continueeed.

"… Cause the love you knew was neglect & abuse but i didnt matter to you cause thats the only love you knew…" — Dana Gilmore

i havent been on TUMBLR in a longg time, i only result to social networks when im sad, i been so high off life my attention has been else where



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